C.S. Lewis

Faith is the art of holding on to things

in spite of your changing moods and circumstances.

-C.S. Lewis

weakness.

crying, confrontation, transparency...these are not signs of weakness. i am not weak because i feel and want. i am not weak because i don't want to let go or give up.

walking away because that's easier than staying is weakness. building a wall you can't climb over is weak. pretending is weak. familiarity and solidarity are weak. always taking and never staying is weak.

i am tired of weakness.